My answer
He asked me, and I said yes.
Several hours have since passed, but I still continue to wonder what was more surprising about the whole thing: the fact that he asked, or the fact that he asked, or maybe the fact that I answered in affirmative, or else the fact that I answered in affirmative with such ease and confidence-almost as a reflex.
There was something powerful and assertive, yet warm and tender, in the directness of his question. The self-confidence of an honest man sparkled in his eyes. There was no trace of any guilt, doubt, confusion or fear on his face-just the calm of realism peppered with a touch of optimism. He radiated positive vibes of affection, understanding, courage and determination- a determination to make his dreams come true- something which i greatly admired him for, and I think that was the major reason I was drawn to him so immediately. I've always liked guys ho seem to be composed and relaxed in tough situations, who seem to be in control of themselves and their lives, confident that they can handle the future, who know what they want-and actively try to get it- to the maximum extent possible. I believe a lot of girls feel the same way.
Still I dunno if this much is reason enough to justify what I did. To have said yes to him at that moment defies all norms of logic and permissible-logic-breaching-deviations I normally set for myself.
O my reverred sanity, why did you desert me like that?
Huh!
Come to think of it, I hardly know this person, and still...
...but maybe, his reaction, the jubilation on his face was worth it. A spontaneous smile, a controlled elation and a river of warmth flowed out of him. We spent some really lovely and amicable moments after that, till we parted. Probably I didn't deserve it, for it wasn't completely based on honesty. But I think I owed it to him, or myself, or just somebody in this universe, to answer him such. I guess it's inexplicable.
He met me last week at the Ferozeshah Kotla stadium in Delhi during the 6th ODI, India v/s Pak. He was seated next to me, and had caught me cheering Afridi's awesome boundaries and Inzy's hits. He walked upto me at lunch, introduced himself, and asked if I was a Pakistani. I looked at him, there was something in his eyes, and I dunno why, I said yes.
8 Comments:
At Monday, April 25, 2005 4:07:00 PM, Phoenix said…
Thanx, but which story are u talking off...tell me the theme. I should have read it, though i cant recollect it immediately
|At Tuesday, April 26, 2005 12:51:00 AM, Ritesh said…
Umm.. you shouldnt have yaar. Afterall, truth is truth.. he would have found ATLAST one indian who was cheering for the pakis ;)
|At Tuesday, April 26, 2005 8:04:00 AM, The Thinker said…
Exvellent!!
|It reminded me of some two I virtually know [:D]
At Tuesday, April 26, 2005 11:24:00 AM, Phoenix said…
@Raja
|Thanx mentor...u actually "know" someone similar...OMG :O
@Ritz
Cmon yar..lots of people appreciate a good performance if it's cricket they really love, at least I do. So what if it is India v/s Pak. I naturally support India, but I support the game above all else :)
@Banner
Seems like you were expecting one mushy love story and nothing else :D i always like screwing up endings
@Pradyot
Yuor blog is really nice yar, and it's been up there in that list ever since I first reached it :)
Thanx for the cool summarising of the story, but why do u call me O. Henry??? :O
@ted
Yeah I remember reading something like that, but probably in class 8 or 9...dont remember too many details now..what kind of a memory u have!!!!!!!!
At Tuesday, April 26, 2005 12:05:00 PM, Phoenix said…
I know that yar..thats why i asked...i dont thing i do my endings so well and so often to come anywhere near to a comparison with the great man...
|At Tuesday, April 26, 2005 3:15:00 PM, Phoenix said…
Maverick!!!Wow..that's a new one!
|tumhe tragic endings pasand hain to tell me ur email id(scrap me on orkut), i'll show u a love story..
At Tuesday, April 26, 2005 4:34:00 PM, Phoenix said…
Why?
|what got u? :O
At Tuesday, April 26, 2005 9:48:00 PM, Ravi Dixit said…
jab mai yeh post padh raha tha, i felt like it's a real. bahut pyara likha hai
|beautiful description of feelings... achcha hai
@banner
"luv stories with happy ending" se vishwaas uth gaya hai mera... aisa kya?
@ted
apne Toooooooooooo good main mere bhi 'ooooooooooooooooooooo' add kardo..
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